OK, so here's the current situation.
1. I'm still Unemployed (laid off October 5, 2005)
2. Still single
3. Going back to school (finally)
4. Spendin a lot of time with my friends and family
5. Playin lots of computer games
6. My 25th b-day is in a couple weeks
7. Just found out if I pass my class this semester I'll be of probation and am eligible for over $2000 a semester for school
At this point I'm just hoping I can find a job soon and start making money. I need to get caught up on my bills (maybe even pay some things off.) Once I get caught up with everything I'm gonna start looking for an apartment, cause I really don't wanna live with my parents forever :) I'm looking forward to my bvirthday which is St. Patrick's Day. We're gonna go to dinner at The Olive Garden, then to Dave & Buster's to play games and have some fun and drinks, then we're goin to a strip club (friend's idea.) Hopefully everything goes as planned and I have soem fun for once.
OK, so it's been awhile since I posted but believe me I've been extremely busy. Hmmmmm, where to start? Well how about where I left off with the last post. I had that procedure done to take care of everything and it stopped EVERYTHING for 3 months and now it's starting all over again and I may have to have it done again! This sucks so much, especially since I just lost my insurance through work....they terminated my position. So now I'm unemployed as of last week. Trying to find a new job and had just enough money in the bank to pay my bills for this month. I have no idea what I'm gonna do if I don't have a new job in time to pay everything next month. On top of all that I tried to go back to school but because I was working full time and trying to take a class that is very hard for me (I REALLY SUCK AT WRITING ENGLISH PAPERS) I was getting a bad grade and didn't think I was gonna be able to bring it up enough because of work. So I dropped my class before the cut off date for withdrawals and the very next day my position is terminated and the school won't let me back in the class and they won't give me back my money. Things just keep gettin better by the day. Certain people are also mad at me right now. I started talkin to a person that nobody wants me to have anything to do with because they said this person will just hurt me again like before but all I've done is talked on the phone so it's not like I've gone out or actually talked in person with them. Anyways, it's my choice. Well, I guess I need to get going....have a long day of job searching tomorrow.
I had to keep going to the emergency room and Doctors because I was having extreme abdominal cramps and irregular heavy bleeding for 3 months. They had to run a bunch of tests on me and ended up doing a D&C on me. 2 weeks later I finally found out it wasn't cancer but they had found a pollup and tissue bleeding while in there and that was what was causing all the bleeding and pain. My doctors the whole time were telling me it may be cancer or endometriosis and then come to find out it's just a pollup and I may never even have to worry about it again. I'm so relieved. Now I actually feel normally again and not like a huge balloon. I've lost 12 lbs already just from the swelling and water weight all going away. Anyway that's what the whole deal was and one of the main reasons I've been keeping myself so busy.
OK, so I've been extremely busy for the past couple months. Lots of work, been, goin out every weekend, visit to the emergency room, 3 different doctor visits, surgery, family visiting, sister graduated, six flags, and company picnic. It has been crazy!!! Now things are finally getting back to normal. The only problem now is this guy I like who I know I should stay away from keeps calling me. As my sister and best friend have put it "he's damaged goods and all he's gonna do is hurt me again." My best friend says I'm also just to the point of being desperate because I've been single for so long. I don't think that's it though. I've liked him since before things got messed up with him and it's just hard to stop liking him. Wish I knew what the hell I should do. Guess I'll just have to wait and see.
I feel like crap. Couldn't even work yesterday cause I was so sick and now today I'm at work, barely have a voice and coughin up a lung every 10 15 minutes. Plus I had to take my mom to the hospital this morning because she fell down the steps, fractured her forearm and had to get stitches in her elbow. This week keeps gettin better and better.
You know, I hate Valentine's Day. Every year I end up sittin at my computer eatin chocolate and playin games while my friends call me and ask why I'm not out and of course they all say I hate it because I'm single but I don't think that's true. When I was little and we had V-Day parties I just sat there and even when I had a boyfriend we never got each other anything. I've just never really been into it. I'd rather sit at home and do what I want for the night. Anyways, I just hope nobody's gonna be buggin me about it this year. Guess it's time to get back to work.
WOW! It's been awhile since I've been on here. Well, I'm still workin the same crappy job for the same crappy pay and the thing that sucks the most my hours have been cut in half because of the slow season. Good news is I heard more from the other company I applied at and they are working on gettin an office set up for me so I can start there soon and get outta this damn place.
Anyways, other than my crappy job things have been goin OK. I haven't had one of my "moods" in awhile and I've been gettin to see my family a lot more....still not sure if that's a good or bad thing though...lol. The only thing that has upset me lately is my friend gettin sent back home to Jamaica because of stupid people in St. Louis startin crap. I'm really gonna miss him. Hopefully I can still talk to him online...if he ever gets on. Well, I guess I better get back to work or at least pretend to be workin...lol.
Can't wait til Sunday morning, I get off work @ 8am and start an 8 day vacation! Hopefully they call me about that new job soon so I don't even have to come back to this shitty place. I am so tired of all the assholes here startin shit, tryin to get people wrote up and/or fired. The one girl admitted to bein the one who got me wrote up last week, she deleted the info I had typed in and the wrote me up because by the time they looked at it all the info was gone. Oh well, I got her back, she has to cover for me the whole time I'm on Vacation and she hates working this shift.
Damn people @ work piss me off! Well, now I have 3 days off - they wrote me up for doin my job. So now I'm only gonna have 12 hours this week and I have to make my car payment in a few days, it really sucks. Other than that things seem to be goin ok. I'm kinda back to my depressive self but, it seems to be a normal thing this time of year. Just somethin else I have to deal with. Oh well, guess I better get back to work. Hopefully I get to start that other job REALLY soon.
Well, I've been here in Cali for about two weeks now and I can't wait til I go home on Monday. I really miss my family and friends back in Illinois. The only thing is I'm gonna miss my new friends here. I met some really cool people l.ike Toma from Russia and got to see some people I used to work with like Rita from Hungary. I'm gonna miss everyone here but, I know that I belong back home with my family. Hopefully I can keep in touch with them when I go back. I'd hate to lose them as friends cause they are all great people and Rita and Toma make me laugh my ass off sometimes! Anyways, can't wait to get home and sleep in my own bed again. Damn hotel bed must be made of concrete or something like that. Don't try to fall on the bed you may give yourself a concusion!
OK, so it's been forever since I've posted on here but, I've actually been really busy for once in my like, definate shocker there!!! LOL Anyways, I went to the Evanescence concert for free earlier this month, been workin a TON, started school, been playin Pogo, PSG, and Superdudes, plus I just won tickets to a private VIP ONLY Sarah McLachlan concert, so it looks like I'm just gonna keep goin at this rate for awhile. At least til I crash from lack of sleep. At this point I'm tempted to start a running total of hours of sleep I've actually had in the past month, but if I do that I might as well start some running totals on a few other things (last time I had sex maybe???) Anyways, back to my hectic BORING life!!! :)
I read a thread in the forums on SD and it was talkin about PRIME members being able to upload cards sometime soon and since I'm PRIME I figured I might as well try to come up with something. Here's what I got so far.
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I heard an Usher song I haven't heard in forever. For the firsttime I actually sat here and listened to all the lyrics (what else can I do at work :D ) and realized how true it is. Remembered how good of a song it is too.
Here's the Lyrics for it -
USHER - U Got It Bad Lyrics Oh, no, no, no, no, no...
When you feel it in your body You found somebody who makes you change your ways Like hanging with your crew Said you act like you're ready But you don't really know And everything in your past - you wanna let it go
I've been there, done it, f**ked around After all that - this is what I found Nobody wants to be alone If you're touched by the words in this song Then baby...
U got, u got it bad When you're on the phone Hang up and you call right back U got, u got it bad If you miss a day without your friend Your whole life's off track You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house You don't wanna have fun It's all you think about U got it bad when you're out with someone But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else U got it bad
When you say that you love 'em And you really know Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more Like my money, all my cars (You can have it all back) Flowers, cards and candy (I do it just cause I'm...) Said I'm fortunate to have you girl I want you to know I really adore you All my people who know what's going on Look at your mate, help me sing my song Tell her I'm your man, you're my girl I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world Ladies say I'm your girl, you're my man Promise to love you the best I can
See I've been there, done it, f**ked around After all that - this is what I found Everyone of y'all are just like me It's too bad that you can't see That you got it bad...hey
U got, u got it bad When you're on the phone Hang up and you call right back U got, u got it bad If you miss a day without your friend Your whole life's off track You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house You don't wanna have fun It's all you think about U got it bad when you're out with someone But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else U got it bad
[breakdown:]
U got, u got it bad When you're on the phone Hang up and you call right back U got, u got it bad If you miss a day without your friend Your whole life's off track You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house You don't wanna have fun It's all you think about U got it bad when you're out with someone But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else U got it bad
Well, I attempted to animate the header that was made for me. I think it could use a little more work but, I'm done messing with it for now. Let me know what ya think.
Well, my mom is back home now, they said she's doin so good that they let her come home a day early. She looks a lot better too. They said that her appendix looked like it had been irritated for awhile, they guessing about a month but, she's got her color back and she barely has any pain. So, of course, I'm glad she's home. :D She was only in there for a couple days but, I still really missed having her here.
Well, my mom had to go to the hospital last night while I was at work. I didn't even know she was sick. All of a sudden I get a call from my sister saying my mom's in surgery for appendicitis. Then my sis tells me that she's got some severly contagious illness and that my other sis stepped on a nail at school. What the hell!?!?!?!? I got to sleep for 6 hours then go to work and everything goes to hell! N-EWays my mom is doin pretty good, she's already up walkin around and they said she should be home by Mother's Day.
You are the Aqua Marine Mermaid. You are pure and brave. Strong and True. Your best freind is your seahorse, your steed. You have fought many battles in your own life and in the sea. No matter what challenge you overcome it. Congratulations there are very few of you. Would you rate my quiz for I am brave too?
I've only been at work for an hour and I'm already bored outta my friggin mind. Plus they decided to switch around all the supervisors today and now I have to work with all new people that have no idea what the hell is going on. Hell, most of them don't even speak english. It's really startin to piss me off though cause they keep tryin to tell me what to do and they don't even know what the hell they are doin. Great now they just tried to put staples in the paper shredder. Guess I better go fix that before they mess it up more.
Got bored and saw a thing about making cards for te Superdudes site and maybe gettin your card picked for a new deck. So I decided y not try it out. Here's what I've come up with so far.
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